Yaayyy

Well this post is more of a personal insight than that of my previous ones, I had a pretty solid weekend, i did my share of dirt but in the end im content with myself, i had a long talk with my homie last night just debating over relationship stuff. And how hard it is to let go of something you love. I know many out there feel my pain when someone comes into your life thats so full of everything you want at that moment, and relates to you in that aspect, I Found myself weighing out the pros n cons of my situation and still came at a stand still, I'm hoping what i need comes to me, and with that I'm done rambling sorry for the indirectness, I still have my shield up so i can only vent so much lol

The Understudy.... lyrics i'm proud of lol

really what i want to be

honestly somethin that could never be

but possibly

unity between you and me

cuz i kno were on the same page but since the shows started cant be on the same stage

cuz i'm only understudyin

titled as a buddy and

tho i know the lines of the starring role

i joined the cast too late

and now i'm past due dates

but i cant but just to think if the position was stole

what would it be like to share those passing moments

the love scenes when i get the chance to kiss and hold her

to be lead as the king, and she my queen

cuz tome jus seems his role is incomplete

cuz he always messin up the lines

and he don't be comin into the rehearsals on time

and tho i'm eager jus to act it out

she tells me that she cares to be without him

every since i made my debut up on the cast

i always try to be the one to make her smile or laugh

never asked or even tried to take his place

but truthfully i know that could be my perfect place..

with her as my co-star so far from everything

her personality attracts me morethan anything

gallantly is myapproach to have her feelin me

the ambition to be the star is whats refilling me

and as a new chapter puts obstacles within our realm

im off for another endeavor of my own to film

but hopefully i find th right actress

a co-star as perfect as she is...